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Stephanie Ryan

Demeter Matrix Alliance
6060 Snapdragon Lane
Clinton, Washington 98236, USA

( 360) 321-4068
(360) 321- 4283 (fax)
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What is an underlying question that gives form to your work or interest in this field?

How to cultivate a presence which moves freely between our individual and collective lives?

What is your personal experience of collective wisdom in groups?

Collective wisdom has been most present to me in groups which hold and participate from the consciousness of circle. I've been a part of a women's circle, Chakra, since 1995 with dear friends and it always amazes me how something different sets up when we sit in circle, light the candle and move into silence with an intention to listening to what is moving in us and what we call the Chakra being. I can be with the same women in group conversations, without the collective intention to listen and be present beyond our individual/ego selves, and the experience is palpably different. Same women, different intention, different experience. Perhaps the most profound experiences of collective wisdom have been through the practice of Authentic Movement, again a circle practice which cultivates the practice of witnessing internally and externally while tracking what is true or authentic for ourselves. This is a wisdom that is lived in the body first, coming into words, story, poetry and shared in circle. Being a collective witness is in this practice is a time of awe.

What is it about the work in this field that excites you and connects you to your own deepest self?

My sense of myself is I am a bridge. I am a woman who seeks and builds bridges between the worlds, primarily between the seen and unseen worlds. The edge for me is to continue to understand my boundaries, limits and responsibility as I move between these worlds. Embodied work is what excites me most. After over a decade of exploring "theory", I find the mind necessary but insufficient if not companioned with the organs of perception the subtle body offers. My willingness to validate and listen to other ways of knowing continues to open portals in the collective field.

Please provide a brief storyline or snapshot of what brought you to this work.

The story for me has been about falling into a stream of consciousness, that I have come to call home. I first fell into the stream while working with Sheryl Erickson during the convening of the first Bretton Woods 1992. At the time we were both working for Innovation Associates, (IA), focused on the work of Organizational Learning and co-founder Peter Senge. Little did I know my mantra at the time of preparing "I am an ocean I am going with the flow" would submerge me so fully in the collective waters. The gathering for me was like living in the sustained zone of what I later learned to call synchronicity. The story I tell myself about it was I borrowed from the collective wisdom, from the individually held belief systems that were different from my own yet pervasive enough to make my own limited beliefs inconsequential to my experiences. My fascination with collective fields, altering belief systems continued with the study of Community Building via Scott Peck’s model, my recognition of the necessity of emptiness in Peck's model and then absent in theories of organizational development and learning. Practices of Dialogue from David Bohm's model, interpreted by Bill Isaacs spawned dialogue circles in my life with women in the US and abroad. My passion for helping people understand systems, inherent and often invisible inter-dependencies that impact the effectiveness of our action led me to learn from Michael Goodman and Jenny Kemeny the discipline of systems thinking that I later taught, trained and developed a companion practice of systems sensing. My dear friend and mentor Diane Cory was present to listen, help weave and reflect what I was learning, opening doorways in the work world and my inner psyche like only a poet can do. I woke up to the role of art and archetypes, I awoke to the role of my body as an organ of perception through the Authentic Movement work and the role of dreams to speak in symbolic wisdom. While consulting is the easiest label to use for my work, I identify more with the practice of midwife, listening to what is ready to come into form and lending my energies to it, be it a non-profit organization, documentary, transformational art or new practices in philanthropy.

How would you like to be available to others in this field?

I'm available by e-mail, please note collective wisdom in subject line to catch my attention or by phone. Areas of my recent work and on-going intrigue include the role of the transformational media in our lives as well as the experimenting with philanthropic partnerships informed by spirit. Recently, I co-produced a documentary on women's circles, BeComing: Women's Circles Women's Lives, " A different kind of conversation". I am interested in the way multimedia can evoke, provoke and inspire us to live into a different story for our individual and collective lives. My work with foundations and philanthropists has convinced me of the need to experiment with a new model of philanthropy where the currency of exchange includes spirit. My contributions come from the moment and what is moving, impossible to predict.

Links to this site or others:

Demeter Matrix Alliance

BeComing: Women's Circles, Women's Lives


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